When a girl from a family filled with chaos meets a boy who has never known it, both of their lives will never be the same.

All she can think of is loss and blood oranges and Carmy, and the last time they had seen Mikey. He hadn't talked to either of them, it had confused Carmy and they had spent the flight home from Christmas trying to figure out what was going on without drawing any proper conclusions. OR how Carmy and Syd find each other in the wake of unspeakable tragedy.

"Best meal you ever had." "Yeah, it was-it was Carmy's." One person can change your life forever / Before you came into my life I missed you so bad